It’s hard to accept when you body doesn’t perform the way you expect it to.  The truth is, I haven’t felt like myself in over a year.  I have felt nothing but tired, weak and scattered- which is so not me.  I tried to ignore the nagging problem and push through it, praying it would go away and remedy itself.  But it didn’t.

A few weeks ago I was diagnosed with Adenomyosis, Endometreosis and Anemia.  While my condition is not life-threatening, I can feel it trying to take over my life.  But I refuse to relinquish control.  I want nothing more than to feel like the old me.  To remove tired, weak and scattered as descriptors of who I am.

After a lot of time and thought, we decided the best solution is a Hysterectomy, which will be taking place tomorrow.  Because of my surgery, I will be taking off the next three weeks from shooting, giving my body the time it needs to recover.  I will be offline for the next four days to give my brain the mental rest it needs.  Thank you so much for understanding.  :)